all this feelings are playing in me right now. and 3 of this feelings link to each other. it started with angry where i get so angry with people. like i get angry with how people treat me and so on. then it links to jealousy where i felt jealous and felt like why can't i felt it. but i should be happy for it but i just had to hide it and show that i'm happy. and lastly, it connects to hurt. well, right now, i'm hurt for like every single day until i felt like hurt is already in me. gosh, i don't like this feelings, but what can i do, i just have to faced it with a smile.